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To All the Girls I've Loved Before - Letter 4

 Dear Number 4, Just like my other crushes, my feelings for you switch on and off. But unlike my other crushes, my feelings for them are not as intense as how I feel for you. I might be overreacting with what I'm about to say, but I feel like you might end up breaking my heart the most. You were the first person I properly met when I moved into our residence hall. When I opened my door to greet you, I was mesmerized by everything. You were the most beautiful girl I had ever met. By the moment I shook your hand, I knew I was going to admire from a distance. The irony of it all was that you were right next door, and I was going to dream of you a paper thin wall away. From then on, I loved every moment I had the opportunity to bond with you. We became super close throughout orientation week due to being podmates. By the end of the week, when we were at the beach, I even broke the wall of acquaintanceship and jokingly insulted you like we had already known each other for years. I found...